OUTCRY

I was there at your door

But your gatekeepers wouldn't let me in

I was ready to sacrifice

But this illusion was what you wanted me to win

I wandered like a lunatic 

Never was i the same again

I know you cared for me

But all i felt was pain

Existence was a gift you gave

Non-existence was what i wanted

Still I hope there is an answer

for that i am waiting undaunted...